sorry people

i so sorry guys for not updating the previous posts, i was a bit busy:(
i gt mre news...i wont be updating it anymre i relli need to be focusing on sumthing else. sorry but i gt alot going on for me dis week and im relli confused and im relli relli tired soo i'll update later wen things that are happening in my brain is managable for me.

love always::confused strawberry skies::

#Randomness*

Today was soo frikin' random. i had a gr8 tyme with my sista...we went on d mst random shopping spree in d history of shopping sprees. this is how it all turned out::

>jus for reference: f=Faith aka my vaine sista
E= eleena aka me:) *SMILE*
A= arief aka my controlling brother
L= lola aka my favourite cuzzy.
morning- 9.45 a.m

f=eena. eena.eena. wakey wakey. wake up come on.
e= egh...go away. get off of my bed...go away. *Snores*

#then i closed my eyes again.

f= come on u queen-snores-a-lot get up...mamii and daddii is leaving for ipoh. come on u lazy ass..get up.

#stiill sleeping..(me)

f= hmmph...u rock.

arief enters::)

a= alah faith takyah lahh u buang masa je. do this instead.
e=AHHH!!!BODOH...apa sial. im sleeping ppl...leave me alone.

#u guys wanna noe wat happened??? well arief and my sis poured water on me. it was soo cold. and den my bed was soaking wet.

a=bagunlah bodoh. ibu n ayah's leaving alredi. and we're all going out today.
e= wheree's mammii going?? where are we going??
f= r u still asleep??? hello...lola's coming today kays. and ibu n ayah got meeting in Ippoh. its either u get up or we'll leave u here at hme alone.
e= alritee alritee...god. im up alredi. sheesh sum ppl:p

#after hugs and kisses saying goodbye to my parents...we left for KLIA to pick my cuzzy up.

l= EENA!!!ARIEF!!!FAITH!!! hi gurls...haha.

#muka arief bengang...u see my cuzin alwis tot arief was gay...coz he loved to do things gurls normally doo. hehe. metrosexual guy.

F=heyyz...come on lets go.
e=LOLLIPOP!!! how r u ssweetie?
L=im fine ribena...hehe. ohh and hey reyff..(Arief)
a=hi lolz..u look..hmmph...nvm.
l=i look what??
a=evn if i tell u it wud mke no difference. i still look better.
l=ohh yeah ur probably ritee. bbtw u look so gay today reyf...hehe:)

#Arief looks soo frustrated:s

a=and by gay u mean??
l= happy ofcourse what else wud it mean?? haha:) omg i cnt believe i said dat with a straight face...haha.*laughing so hard it mde me n my sis laugh too.

#arief merajuk sikit. hahaa

::in the car::


f=so where are we going??
e&l= EVERYWHERE..OOOHLALA!!!
a= oh godd y didnt i follow ayah??*sigh*
e=too bad arief... suffer todayy!!!
l= ohh dnt worry arief we'll find sumthhing for u... maybe theres a tube there dat wud fit u?? haha:)
f= ohh god..fine lets go to the gardens...nak??

omg-im soo tired... i'll contiue tomorrow k..
bye ppls.n im so sorry dat im leaving it hanging.

why doesn't she trust me anymre...after 5 years...and yet???

what did i do this tyme??

throughout the 5 years of our friendship....she's always been blaming me for everything. all her love-life problems..her family-problems and how she can never stick to just one guy for more than a month. that my friends is what i go trough every sub-sequent day of every month... she was my friend ever since we were young. when i waas sooo sad for having to move schools, she was supposd to be there for me...instead she was blaming me for her bad marks in examzz, she said she cudn't concentrate on the paper knowing that i'lll be leaving. and to follow up to that how im responsible for her getting in trouble with her parents cause of her bad marks. caused by her not concentrating on her paper due to the fact that i'll be leaving the school.and den i was held responsible for her 'terrible' break-up with sean jut becoz i introduced her to my fren garreth. she 'fell in love'' and broke up with sean then garreth didnt wnt her coz he had a crush on my other fren becky. and she was alone. and so she blamed me for her love-life problems. a few dayzz after i moved to fairview she called me up and started shouting in the phone... its ur fault, its all ur f*ing fault. and do u guys noe y??? because i wasn't in school wen she had a bitch fite with a gurl dunt relli rememba her nme. but because of me nt being in school she lost the bitch fite. although sum ppl wud've gotten fed up by now, i didnt evn care because i tot that she was my bestie<3 and dat if i were relli her fren i wud support or tolerate wat she's doing. but i give up...im fed up and i jus wanna get out of all of this. soo goood bye tania...i dnt wnt any part of ur lifee any more.

I know her...I'm friends with her...i like him...he likes her..*siGH*

she's so perfect for him... she's soo close to me...she's the one he wants.
she doesn't noe...she is everything that im not...she is everything that i cnt be...

she is:
-TALENTED
-SMART
-KIND
-FUNNY
-RANDOM
-FUN TO BE WITH
-GR8 PERSONALITY
-NOT ME...MOST IMPORTANTLY IS DAT SHE'S NOT ME!!!

but if he's happy aand he chose her...what cn ii do about it, ritee...its nt my choicee....

they shud be happy togeda...tthey shud be with each other... they've known each other for soo long...n heee doesn't noee me...soo maybe its or te best. *sigh

if u all wud excuse me im gonna cryy silentlyy n my room while listening to a sad song, bye ppl.

idk...just felt like writing in my blog<3!!!

we're sooo in love....
and i jus cnt get enough...
and dats all im thinking of...
u shud noe dat...
u are my bbaby love... my baby love...
u mke d sun come up...ohh boy...
ur my every every everything
dat i cud ever dream oof...

u mke d sun cme up on a cloudy day...
ur my special thing..ur my baby-baby-baby-bay love<3

-*randomness*- weird but love dis songgg...mke me cryy todayy...

im being very sentimental. but wat d heckk...wateva...
anywayss...bye ppl:(

::StrawberryskieS::

Cameon Highlands (EeNa'S VeRsIoN) 3rd dayy

dis day was a sad dayy...we had to leavee wen we wen were about to hve soo much funn:( omg...it was sad...sad...sad...dayy. but we decided to mke d mst of it.

it was 7.30 and i jus woke up. we were all cleaning up the apartment after lastt nitee's partyy. well den everyone was bz packingg and making sre dey didnt leave nuthingg. after dat i went dwn stairs. wearingg my neww blue strappy heels. it was perdyy. well anyways...i went dwn and aas aways harishaa and chee may was dere firstt...hehe:) earlyy birds...yes u harishaa...=D iloveecameron<3

anywayzz...the bus arrived and in the bus was dead silence except for sherlynn...she was yap yap yapping away. then we stopped at dis strawberry farm agaiin. hehe:) too many strawberries my eyes hurtt.
den koko and zau ming bought me a waffle a chocolate waffle with strawberry ice cream....YUMM>>>YUMM>>>YUMMY...*thanks guys*lovee u*

and den we all headed bck to thiis place...and there was like a cameron highland version of starbucks/coffee bean. andd d guys were hitting on the salesgirl. alexx walked rite up to her and got her number...wat a brave brave little boyy.

and den...we saw dese biker dudes and den we all took pictures with them. i'll post em next tyme.

den we gt in the bus. and we drove off... everyone was quite except for me n abir we were fighting...in d buss. wen d fighting was dne i fell asleep.

wen i woke up suddenly we were in tapah's KFC. wen i went in mr.toby held out his hand and twirled me around. it was funn:) but weird :| heehee:D. anywayss wen we gt bck to the school me n wani n koko were the last ones leftt. me n wanii did d freakiest thingg...we were like wen else can we enter the boyys toilett without getting caught...so we went into every guys toilet on the bottom floor. it was different bt it was funn:) abir n koko went into the gurl's dey kept on complaining about size differnce. haha:) teachers lovee us guys... den we went hme. all of us. haaha

-The End of The Triip and Day 3-

Cameron Highlands...(EeNa'S vErSiOn) 2nd Day

On the second dayy...

it was 7.00 o'clock and i was woken upp by ms.jothy. as everyone slept late last nightt... i didnt bother waking up in an instant. most of dem didnt bother taking a shower on a count of the water was tooo cold. me, wani and ms.jothy were the only oness dat took a shower. but after the shower i regretted it. it became sooo f*ing colddd.... godd...i was a pop sicle*. freezed up in a 20 degrees celcious freezer. ok maybe not that cold, i exxagerated a little. ok fine alot...hehe:) but i admitttedd. well any wayzz...wen i gt dwn, d bus wasnt there yet and abir was playing with his bbgun:( gahh....that bruise he gve me relli hurts...and is stil there now.

by 7.30 the bus finally arrived.... as i gt in i made my way to the bck and den i once again took abir's seaat...wat cn i sayy it was a nicee seat... *SORRY ABIR*
well den everyone started entering the bus..first wen i entered all i saw was chee may and harishaa (they're alwis earlyy) an den i saw reyhan and alexx...den rachel and nadiaa and den finally d teachers and laterr simonn and d geng and all. we finally set off... and den we stopped att this bee farm... and i was like..."ohh gr8...bee farms. im terrified by bees ohh god" well get thiis, bees dat cud hurt u and stingg u...and all simon and koko not afraiid of, but cute harmless beautiful butterflies 'TERRIFIED'.

so we made our way dwn d steps and all around us we see signs saying "PLEASE DO NOT PICK THE FLOWERS" or "STAY CLEAR OF BEES". i was freaking out wen i saw that bee house and bees were everywhere. koko was nicee enough to let me borrow his jacket to 'shield' me frm the killer bees.

i mde my way trough deeper and deeper in wen i saw this like idol where the ppl pray to. it was soo big it was nicee:) veryy pretty. den we all mde our way bck, and i was so relieved wen everything was over...i was d first one out.

i wantedd to go bck to the bus but we cudn't ms kavita forbidded us
to go. den we heard dat we had to ride another bus up the hill since ours were tooo big. so we waited and waited and waited and...well u get wat i meann... we waited like a hlf hour in the hot sun. it was soo annoying. 3 other buses cme dwn and wen we tried getting on the drivers didnt let us.

i took a seat by the window and den i sat beside koko to listen to sum musiic. but i decided to concentrate on the scenery better. it was a million dollar view!! i wud die for dat scenery. well not die but kill. ok not kill either well it was a killer view, haha:)

we arrived like a hlf hour later at the BoH tEa PlaNtaTioN. it was relli nice. and it smelt very lemonny snicketz...and it was a veryy i died and went to tea eaven thingg.... it was teas everywhere. turn dere tea...turn d other wayy tea... dnt look but u smell tea. it was nicee but too much teas. we den took a tour of the factory... it was bohh-ringgg....yet stangelyy interestingg...our guide was tryng so hard to get us interested, bt alas only poor sherlynn was intersted...hehe:)

so den i went inside the centre with chee may and harishaa... i den caught up with wanii:) n kashini:(.... well den chee may and i went into the tea store and she both sum stuff for her mom. (it was sooo sweet:)

then we looked around for harishaa.... we lost her i said to chee may. so den i clled her. and she said she was at the theatre room. i tld her to stayy there and den i'll cme to her. but then wen we gt there she wasn't there. were u harishaa??? hmmph...anyways...den we saw ppl eating at the canteen... and i started to get a little hungry... but then i remembered i had to save a bito my moneyy for the nite market thingggy to nite. and den chee may was nice enough to treat us to a slice of cake. she n wani had dis strawberry cake n me n kashini:( had molted chocolate cake.... it was delish... and denn i spotted harishaa... she was takingg pictures of reyhan jumpiing. hahaxx:) after sum quick picture snaps later, we headed back to the bus... as we went dwn the windy road...we stopped for about a few minutes and they took sum pics and me n chee may and wani stayed behind. we were all soo bired so we had our cakes.

and den we went bck dwn to the bus...ms. jothy den took us to a rose farm... i realised dat in cameron highlands dere were all types of farms... rose farmm..cactus farm...bee farmm...strawberry farm and goshh dat placce had alot of flowers. but instead of enjoying nature we had a bbgun war instead. haha:) we shot ho jun...from above. and sum aimed for chee may but they were not sucessful.. hah betta luck nxt tyme abir. but mst of dem aimed for wani's ass. haha:)

and den wen we tot everythiing was over we den made our way dwn the hill and to the butterfly farm... it was soo cool. there were butterflies everywhere. on the stairwells, in the caves, on flowers *duhh... simon amd koko were screamingg like hell...haha. it was sooo entertaining. den i felt sorry for den so all three of us went bck to the buss...abir later came in the bus and brought this dead scorpion with him.... i squirmed and yelled...and was lie abir u asss...get dat thingg outta here. goshh....and so d guys went outide and did a little target practice with the scorpion. and yes u've guessed it they shot bbgun bullets into the scorpion. it was sad but fun:) i had a go at it.

*cruel..cruel...eleena...i noe.=S

anyways...
den we went to KFC for lunchh,
we den went to this market where they were selling all sorts of stuff, chee may bought me n harishaa flowers.they were pretty, and dey smelt good. dey also sold dese dry flowers. did u noe dat dry flowers can live upto 5 yrs without water. if u do put water in dem dey'd die. weird huh??

anywayss...den we headed bck into twn and went to the nite market. i bought mre of dat delicious chocolate strawberries...thnx to reyhann ofcourse. (thankoos rey-rey) and mst of the guys bought burgers.

den we went bck to the apartment and after a quick change we all had a bbgun war. here were my team-mates

• Abir
• Wani
• Koko
• Simonn
• me

it was funn...but i fell into a drain while running away frm the bullet. haha...but it was no biggie. it wass funn:) then we headed back up to mmy apartment and d guys made such a big mess...and wat do u noe dey left the mess and us gurls had to clean it up. it was noo fair:(

-The End of Day 2-

Cameron Highlands...(EeNa'S vErSiOn)

ok soo lets see....

FIRST DAY=

i gt to school dat morning..and u noee...i tot i relli was overpackedd but i packed lighter den any of them dat went to cameron highlandds. wani brought a whole suitase. i jus brought a duffle bag and a plastic bag to keep my shoes in.

well ANYWAYS....we all had to wait for the bus and since our dear friend alexx forgot that the triip was today, we had to wait for hia mum to bring his luggage. well while waiting, ii sat dwn with rachel n nadiaa and started to tlk and we took a few pics. (ii dnt hve it now) and den i started taking random pics of evryone... and yess harishaa i hve one of u!!! haha:) i got one funnie one of simonn.

den after like an hour or so alex's mom came. FINALLY!!! everyone muttered. den we all gt into a line and ms.nava started lecturiing us.

Nava banana= u are representing fairview dere, u r not there for ur own fun...and dnt let me catch gurls and guys sitting next to each other on the bus.
Students= *moan* WHAT???* stupiid hateful nava*
Nava banana= and i dnt wnt any of you eating chewing gum...

*then she spotchecked our bags for chewing gum
and she was so anciently outdated and found dis mentos gum bottle rachel brought
and she said:

Nava banana= mentos made gum now i didn't noe dat??? *STUOPIID*

den finally after waiting for soo long we cud finally leave. *me n wanni were the last ones to get n the bus...so all d good seats were taken..so i went to th bck where d guys were and i sat dwn onn d floor. *yucky-eecky floor* but there were no where good to sit.abir asked me to listen to these english "RAP" phhft* songg. so i listened. and it totally sucked. soo koko said i cud listen to his which was sooo much betta. ahah no offense abir.hehe:) so troughout the whole ride i was listening to songgs with koko..and simon. den we stopped at this place where teacher asked us if anyone needed to go potty. naturally almost everyone on d bus went dwn. mst of dem bought stuff n took a load of pictures. me n simonnn stayed behind. i realiseed dat d seats were empty so i stole abir's seat haha:) and abir was seatless for the whole ridee trough:) we den stopped at this place i hve no i deaa where it was but then i've been there alot of tymes with my dad onn d way to penang. i bought baskinrobbins (chocolate0chip cookie dough) it was cest' magnifique'.den zau mingg bought me popcorn chicken from KFC. "thank you ming-ming)

den wen i went bck to the bus, the door was locked so i had to waiit. in the hot2 sun. wen d doors were finaly opened we all went in and we were on our way again. on the way abir and simonn were actingg so gay with each other. yoo na keppt on coming bck and torturiing abir and koko. it was funny. freee entertainment haha:)
den we entered cameron highlands and we went on this really tall hill. it was scary looking dwn but it was really pretty. koko was afraiid. and to top it all off, he n wanii had to pee so everyone at the back started shaking bottles filled wih wwater and screaming out the word 'waterfall" then theyy reallyy had to pee. i saw all these old traditional houses made out of wat-cha-me-callit-s.i dnt noe.

after like an hour n a hlf on the hil we stopped for a while at this place where they sold toys. abir then bought thus reallyy powerful bb gun. it was soo painful. he kept on shooting wani's buttocks and he shote me at my right side of my chest

we thn arrived at the apartment. it wasn't as nice as i pictured but it was nicee:) everyone kept on telling me about how cold dey were wen i cudn't feel anythung at all.then after evryone changed we headeed bck to the bus, but b4 dat me simon koko wani juen kiat and abir we took a tour around dat whole apartment building since evryone took soo longg. we tot they were late to get to the bus wen actualli we were d ones dat came in lastt:) haha.

den we went to this restaurant(or wassit b4 we gt to the apartment) well idk. anywayzz, that place was filthy. me n koko cudn't eat but we forced ourselves to sincee we were relli hungryy.

later we wnt to this cactus farmm....it was full of cactusses. me n abir cut ourselves by playing pick-a-boo where are the torns.... it was just an experiment tosee how sharp it was. and believe me it was sharp. although my cut wasn't as bad as abirs but hey he lived...unfortunatelyy...jkjk:) den we stopped at dis night market or sumthingg and all d guyss gt bb guns. it was sooo annoying thhe girls kept on getting hit and all. and they were aimming for bad places. goddd...
anywaysss....i treated sumone dnt remember hu to a chocolate covered marshmallow which was delish... (ur welcme hu ever u r) hehe:)

after that i went bk to the bus and we stopped at that restaurant yet again. goshh...we didnt eat. i walked aroundd alot. and i thinkk it was raining. nt sre. but we stopped at this place with a fountain behind it. it was "CARNATION PARK" it was pretty. ms. jothy and ms.kavita took a lot of pictures and so did mr.tobyy(he took the most).

we went bck to the apartment and me n wani changed and den we went up to the guys dorm. we were sorta telling ghost stories and we all gt relli scared soo everyone jumped on d bed. and den we wanted to watch a movie on simons i-phone and we turned off the light, suddenly we hear kashini coming in and like telling me sumtingg bout ms.jothy saying sumthing..sumthingg..sumthingg, nt sree. cudnn't relli hear her. den a few moments later ms.jothy cmes in and she said dnt lock d door. so we didnt. d onli reasonn we did was becoz abir was trying to scare koko n simon with this bug. yeepps...it wass a bugg ppl.

anywayzz..me n wanii went bck dwn and all. den we were kicked outt our room coz ming hui n sherlynn wanted d room. so we gt the tv area. and we were all watching miami ink or project runway. wasn't sre. den i gt a cll frm koko sayig that they were all starving up there or sumthiing soo chee may and harishaa starteed cooking this fried rice thinggy.bt problem is we didnt hve enough ingredients so it wasnt as nice. but still satisfyiig. dey were still hungry ... but we tld dem to piss off. and den they sms'd me saying that they were thirsty and we were like wth?? go away alredyy.

and den dey stopped bugging us. ohh n id i mention that we were passing food trough the belcany. yupps they threw dwn their belts and even tissue paper.... dey were dat desperate for food. den we all went to bed a couple of hours later.

-The End of Day One-

"He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar"::taylor swift::

yesterday nite i sorta cried to that songg:'(

::i guess it reminded me so mch about H.I.M:: it never occured to me dat i wud be crying selflessly in the midddle of the night for no apparent reason. i meann...he's my 'friend' and i relli like him. if only he knew how much i liked hiim. on second tot...i need to find out first. i noe its alot but not exactly alot lot huh-u guys must be confused by now-

sumhowww...even though i noee dat he wudn't hve d sme feelings towards me but i guess i kinda miss him. although most tymes i dnt show it.

now for sum *randomness*
-i hatee my mom...she mkes me do all every single chore in d hseee wen my useless brother doesn't do crap-shiit. now she wnts me to 'jemur' the laundryy.
"HELLOOO" i did dat yesterday, wat the hell.... jus woke up frm bed. ahhh ::ihateher:ihateher::ihateher::

im now sum maiid servicee to my family. god dey are soooo annoyiing.


my friend harishaa told me to update my blog all d tyme so now im startiing to write in it mre. btw-i jus woke up(waiitt u noe dat) and i smell badd. soo im gonna go tke a shower.and i guess tonight i'll write more. okie dokie???

bye people. ::strawberry-skies::kay-ell drama queen::

i haven't updated my profile for quite a while noww. sorry didnt hve tyme. now i gt sum tyme to kill so here i gooo....

have any of you ever heard the song BUBBLY:)=

u noe dis line???

u make me smilee:D
please stay for a whilee<---

i love dat linee...dats d whole reason i like d songg// i noee not a good enough reason. but jus with those two lines it says alot. i adore lyrics dat can do dat. dats why colbie callait is such a music genious. anywayzz...thats just my opinion.

im on my last week of holidayss dis week. im happy and sad and all the other feelinggss put togeda.

HAPPY=cause i get to see my frens again later in school.
SAD= becausee i hve to face the wrath of examm marks....
CONFUSED= becausee everythingg i did dis past week felt right when i noe its wrongg
WORRIED=because i guess i overspent my bill up tp 2600 +++ my dad's gonna kill me!!! aghhh!!!
DITSY= i had a tad too much fun this week:) opps...

dose were all my feelinggs for d first week of my holz. and i cnt forget exhusted. well with my maid gone im doinng most of the chores. its irritating but strangely calming at tymes.

nywayss:) =i gtg. bye all you ::beautifulpeople::

Truly::strawberry-skiess::
muaxxies...lovesX100