The past???

have you ever felt like u never want to re-live ur pastever agaiin!
well i feel like i dunno..'
im trying to chnge..
im trying to work on it...
all my flaws, all my bad habits...
im trying to lose em...
but ppl dnt expect to lose them straight away!

it takes time...
especially for mee...
i noe ive done some stupiid things b4
but pleaase jus let me live it down and fix everything
cnt we jus forget the past and start out fresh??
isdat so F*ING hard???

IM A BITCH; A WHORE; A WANNABE; an aTTenTION SEEKER; A FAke...
watever saay wat u want...
i trying to chnge and u'll see...
jus wait and see,
i will be a better-less bitchier person-a kinder-less annoying person...
but how can i wen u guys are making me re-live the past??
i love everyone and i dnt choose or pick my frens, well not anymre...
i dnt hate anyone...not anymore
and i dnt bitch about anybody anymore...
thats sorta a wild improvement in me dont u think??